Fear is my only motive Sickly birds inside my stomach In need of comfort, cold and lonely Getting troubled as I fall asleep Closed blinds in the morning It's so easy to indulge in A mindless cycle, so exhausting Get the window open, hear them sing Over and under and over again Over and under I'm so overwhelmed Over and under and over again Over and under get over There is too much of you (too much of you) For just one small me (one small me) There is too much of your noise For me to feel at peace Looks like I slept in again Defeat seems like it's really close again I take some time to think things through and then I grieve all of the hours I’ve wasted Won’t they just turn their eyes away I don’t feel like trying too hard today I’ll stay at home Watch it later on my own Fill the empty wall ‘til tomorrow when I do it all Over again Over and under I'm so overwhelmed Over and under and over again Over and under get over There is too much of you (too much of you) For just one small me (one small me) There is too much of your noise For me to feel at peace There is too much of you For just one small me There is too much of your noise For me to feel at peace

Euphoria of possibilities An irreplaceable feeling Replaced by a dying urge to be next to you I’m getting stuck under the ceiling Who broke into my private symphony Who left me weak and unstable Who sits behind the controls for my empathy Who decides I stay here and tell myself these fables You better know that excitement never went away You bet I know all your stories but mine are not the same I should have guessed that you also wanted us to fit But it's just not that simple, is it I close my eyes and imagine what we could have been But then i realize there’s no ending where we both win This road always gets me stuck in one place At least it gets easier when I sink in your embrace Too late for you, too early for a second chance Broken record, broken spirit I might just never let go of you I got this one thing I think that you should hear it You better know that excitement never went away You bet I know all your stories but mine are not the same I should have guessed that you also wanted us to fit But it's just not that simple, is it I close my eyes and imagine what we could have been But then i realize there’s no ending where we both win This road always gets me stuck in one place At least it gets easier when I sink in your embrace Hold my hand and mean it At least just for a minute Close your eyes and feel it There’s no pain when you’re near it Hold my hand and mean it At least just for a minute

I want all the cliché teenage romance And all the kitschy movie endings I want a full-length motion picture Of all the moments I've missed out on I wanna take an endless bus ride Listening to some cathartic post rock Imagining how it would look to See the world through your eyes It's another place That I've never seen Oh, I wanna go back a couple springs To change everything To make me feel unbothered like I can do anything I couldn't picture myself beside you And now I’m chasing the ghosts of high school And I think I should say goodbye to This bitter taste I get, but for now I’ll gladly wallow in regret Living in a state of perpetual sleep Hoping to find you Somewhere in my dreams You'd change everything I'm getting closer and closer and as I touch you my phone rings (I want all the cliché teenage romance And all the kitschy movie endings I want a detailed photo album Of all the moments I’ve missed out on) I couldn't picture myself beside you And now I’m chasing the ghosts of high school And I think I should say goodbye to This bitter taste I get, but for now I’ll gladly wallow in regret

The state of power and pleasure, I get it less and less The storyline is crumbling, my writing is a mess Taking notes for an episode that's perfect just for me I need a little bit extra to satisfy my needs Going over cast members I'd like to tell goodbye In between the sessions of dramatizing my own life How many people watch me, I think I lose that fight How many fucking takes does it take to act it right Give me a few more episodes, I'll try to work it out I need another season My show stars A soft and nervous layabout Who cannot turn his life around And he looks just like me But it seems like bad TV I know exactly what to say but just don’t know how to say it I get excited when I'm talking to you, pause and play it Tell me what to think and it’s gonna be okay Be the writer of my show, take my weight away Delivering lines with no conviction No tale to be told, what a sad depiction There’s nothing to work with so resort to fiction I’m getting away Running out of interest and not getting any back We might have to cancel My show stars A soft and nervous layabout who cannot turn his life around And he looks just like me Sometimes I wanna put my head through the fucking screen Oh, he looked just like me Just like me, just like me My head is on the screen Yeah he looked just like me

Kao da ni nisam ovdje Kao da ni nisam ovdje Kao da ni nisam ovdje Kao da ni nisam ovdje Bez mene ne bi bilo razlike Kao da ni nisam ovdje Bez mene ne bi bilo razlike

Wasting time I’m just wasting time Give me a thread to connect on Please convince me It's fine Shut down and overreacting Until the day that we die Wasted time All this wasted time I’m not here, I’m not above you Can’t avoid what's coming towards you Change your name but it still haunts you Change your home but you still belong to Nowhere near, I’m not above you Can’t avoid what's coming towards you (Can’t avoid what's coming towards you)

I'm getting better at getting out of bed But some old bullshit still crosses through my head So no difference is being made today A single second could take me days to fix Adjust the slider, no balance in the mix Consumed by urges I cannot comprehend I need an angel to counter my mistakes A saint to save the day Just say the words and I’ll be on my way You make it comfortable but I cannot stay Getting closer but never all the way I’m getting tired of getting tired Of no incentive, no desire So put my feet up to the flame I hate the mirror, my head not clearer I hate the joy of when I see her The years go by, it’s such a shame You make it comfortable but i cannot stay Getting closer but never all the way Here is familiar but I can’t stay I’m paralysed only by existing I'm terrified of it dissapearing I'm getting tired of how I'm feeling I’ve grown to like you but now I’m leaving Nothing ever happens Because I wanted it to So please excuse the passiveness I’m not tryna be rude Your words just fly by my ears Sacred thoughts so unclear Driving me to the point I disappear Angels won't save me now No holy guardian can help I’m all alone, embraced by myself And no being decides my fate I’m paralysed only by existing I'm terrified of it dissapearing I'm getting tired of how I'm feeling I’ve grown to like you but now I’m leaving

Is there a right thing to do Hold on baby (yeah) There’ll be time I promise

So here we are again The same conversation for the fifth time All your reasons still hold up And I might try to change your mind again Look at the time and then say I love you But that never worked So, here we are again The silence is so loud it hurts my ears A pain only your voice could relieve Turn around and Stop for a minute To admire all the things I never did Your pictures melt me It takes so little to spend all night Drowning in a pool of regret What do I need to be enough Didn’t stop for you, it’s on my mind for the rest of the year Well I guess I can’t be what I want all the time I have trouble falling asleep again I'm at the mercy of my own thoughts and conclusions The countless what ifs And I might say I've gotten over it Lose control a bit and just kiss you But it wouldn't change a thing I still remember all the good things about falling in love But I’m set for rotting away, until I tear them to shreds Until I reach in and claw it out from the depths of my mind Until that last little piece of hope forever dies It's not you, it's what I wanted you to be like How I wanted it to feel like Hours in the dark and try to sleep Wake me up from fantasy Feeling sick I'll have seat Feel so empty I can’t eat Try and talk but I can’t speak Try to look but I can’t see Getting drunk to end the day Piss the garbage out of me Still care what you have to say Hours in the dark and try to scream It’s not about you anymore I am only chasing a feeling They hate whatever you do, so just do it it's permanent but I can still go through it When I go over it again I just sit there and watch you leave but it's fine Yeah I guess I can’t be what I want all the time Well I guess I can't be what I want all the time Yeah I guess I can't be what I want all the time

Dreams are just that for a reason, you'd only do as you please I hate watching you speak, the way you flow with such ease My frequencies are way too quiet in this room No one really wants to find out, it’s easier just to assume The view from my window never felt so small I’ve got nothing to feel bad about, it makes me sad all the more Now its 5 am I'm still awake, I keep switching up this song It just goes off and on Years go by, It’s such a shame My sleeping patterns stay the same In my head it sounds insane Comfort in discomfort, now it feels like fate Still dreading the day I close my eyes for good I’m not sure what awaits me but I’d avoid it if I could Still adjusting to my weaknesses and advice from my good friend You can't be quiet forever, it's gonna kill you in the end I know it doesn’t seem like it but there’s layers to peel Haven't you figured it out yet, I can't act how i feel Now its 5 pm I'm still in bed and there's nothing to get up for I want both less and more Years go by, It’s such a shame My living patterns stay the same In my head it sounds insane Comfort in despair, I guess it's just my fate Days go by as the sun goes down Trying to feel something when it’s not around Another chance to fix it, another night to end Maybe tomorrow's different, I know I'll try again