I'm getting better at getting out of bed
But some old bullshit still crosses through my head
So no difference is being made today

A single second could take me days to fix
Adjust the slider, no balance in the mix
Consumed by urges I cannot comprehend

I need an angel to counter my mistakes
A saint to save the day
Just say the words and I’ll be on my way

You make it comfortable but I cannot stay
Getting closer but never all the way

I’m getting tired of getting tired
Of no incentive, no desire
So put my feet up to the flame

I hate the mirror, my head not clearer
I hate the joy of when I see her
The years go by, it’s such a shame

You make it comfortable but i cannot stay
Getting closer but never all the way

Here is familiar but I can’t stay

I’m paralysed only by existing
I'm terrified of it dissapearing
I'm getting tired of how I'm feeling
I’ve grown to like you but now I’m leaving

Nothing ever happens
Because I wanted it to
So please excuse the passiveness
I’m not tryna be rude

Your words just fly by my ears
Sacred thoughts so unclear
Driving me to the point I disappear

Angels won't save me now
No holy guardian can help
I’m all alone, embraced by myself
And no being decides my fate

I’m paralysed only by existing
I'm terrified of it dissapearing
I'm getting tired of how I'm feeling
I’ve grown to like you but now I’m leaving